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There is a soft drizzle on this first April night, and although March has brought me many great things, I can feel that April will not continue the trend.
The month has only begun and I can already foresee the negativity it possesses.
Birthdays are supposed to be fun; something to look foreword to, but as mine grows ever closer I dread it even more.
Another year for me to rot away on this earth slowly, watching my life waste away. Watching people I love slip from my grasp both literally and figuratively.
I don’t want to be alone right now, but I hate to trouble others.
I haven’t been here in a while, and with good reason as my life grows and changes, but my fingers easily find themselves entering my login and signing on to write things down.
As I’ve grown farther out of my depression, and begun to see my life optimistically, it has been harder and harder to see why I would ever be depressed in the first place.
I have trouble understanding how I existed in such a dark shadow when I am now a bright ray of sunshine.
But deep down that sunshine is still a mere facade. One that I myself have fooled my own consciousness into believing.
Every so often an event occurs. It wakes me up and shows me the darkness that still encircles my heart. How I haven’t really grown, changed or moved foreword with my life, just done a better job covering the trail of darkness.
And now I see once again that maybe this isn’t something I can fix, but rather I’ll have to learn to buck up and face. It’s the baggage I carry throughout this world, the mangled soul that I am, the disgruntled family I come from, and the fact that some times, I’d just rather die.
GADIU-M’S & 4LE’S GIVEAWAY
ITEMS :
Hat - 20$
Michael Kors Big Bag - 215$
Victoria Secret Perfumes(2)-15$ each
Mary Kay Mascara (new) - 30$
Mary Kay Lip Gloss (new) - 20$
Mary Kay Rust (new) - 30$
Louis Vuitton Small Purse/Clucth - 400$
Aeropostale belts(2) - 15$ each
Roxy sweatpants- 40$
KB’s Clutches (3) - 30$ each
Michael Kors Small Purse - 175$
Cartier Aviator Sunglasses - 200$
Gray Toms (SIZE 7 ) - 54$
Ipad 2 (including charger.. etc…) 700$
TOTAL: 1834$
RULES
- REBLOGING MAX 10 TIMES
-NO LIKES OR YOU GET DISQUALIFIED
-MUST REACH AT LEAST 2000 NOTES OR WE SRE NOT DOING THE GIVEAWAY
-MBF GADIU-M & 4LE ALWAYS CHECKING, IF WINNER IS NOT FOLLOWING WILL PICK A NEW ONE
-DON’T MESSAGE US SAYING TO MAKE YOU THE WINNER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT
P.S. WE SHIP WORLDWIDE WITH FEDEX, THE SHIPPING WILL BE FREE.
REBLOG MORE, MORE CHANCES TO WIN GOGOGOGOGOGOGGOGOGOGOGO
GADIU-M’S & 4LE’S GIVEAWAY
ITEMS :
Hat - 20$
Michael Kors Big Bag - 215$
Victoria Secret Perfumes(2)-15$ each
Mary Kay Mascara (new) - 30$
Mary Kay Lip Gloss (new) - 20$
Mary Kay Rust (new) - 30$
Louis Vuitton Small Purse/Clucth - 400$
Aeropostale belts(2) - 15$ each
Roxy sweatpants- 40$
KB’s Clutches (3) - 30$ each
Michael Kors Small Purse - 175$
Cartier Aviator Sunglasses - 200$
Gray Toms (SIZE 7 ) - 54$
Ipad 2 (including charger.. etc…) 700$
TOTAL: 1834$
RULES
- REBLOGING MAX 10 TIMES
-NO LIKES OR YOU GET DISQUALIFIED
-MUST REACH AT LEAST 2000 NOTES OR WE SRE NOT DOING THE GIVEAWAY
-MBF GADIU-M & 4LE ALWAYS CHECKING, IF WINNER IS NOT FOLLOWING WILL PICK A NEW ONE
-DON’T MESSAGE US SAYING TO MAKE YOU THE WINNER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT
P.S. WE SHIP WORLDWIDE WITH FEDEX, THE SHIPPING WILL BE FREE.
REBLOG MORE, MORE CHANCES TO WIN GOGOGOGOGOGOGGOGOGOGOGO
for example my bathroom sink doesn’t work so you have to wash your hands in the kitchen and when someone uses the bathroom and then doesn’t go wash there hands, i will not touch anything they touch. like do they think i don’t know my sink is broken? i know, that’s why people use the kitchen sink to wash.
or if someone is cooking with me and they don’t wash first, i will not eat what they touch, and if what they touch gets mixed in then i’m not eating anything.
